Yes they should die, and I hope they burn in hell...

So I'm still sick. It sucks bawls. I can't get rid of this shit in my lungs. I had to take off more days last week from work. This does not help my situation at work either. I got a talking to from my new boss today. Appartently when you only work 85 hours in a full 4 week month they frown upon it. I dont understand why since I have well over 200 hours of vacation, my hours werent going AGAINST anyones store and its not like I was missed. I can understand some wondering if I would make sunday's inventory, but when I show up Saturday for work, maybe I should have been asked, or told not to worry. Oh well. At least I have my stuff in writting. They can't do shit to me. At least I dont think so. *knock on wood*

So thats where we sit at work now. I knew Mark leaving would be nothing but bad. I just wish he could have lasted a month or two longer. At least survive till conference for all the cool swank. Which makes me wonder, whats on the menu this year? 360s? Who knows. PSPS? Doubtful. Since i'd probably just sell mine or give it to a friend. And by give i mean exchange for $250 worth of goodies.

Apparently some of my feelings at work arent unique, I wont name names but the overall feeling is that the store in managed by a hypocrit. Oh well. If i'm wrong, prove it.

Anyway I feel like shit, my house is extrememly dirty, i'm out of clean laundry and the cats are out of dry food (again). I just wanna feel better. It took everything for me not to die just walking down to my car. And now that i look at it, my lemon water is all the way across the room. I'm sad cuz i will get winded just going to get it. I wont even talk about the fact I havent eaten much in 4 days...nothing yesterday but water/nyquil/sleep. Thats it. You can imagine the fun.

The only things I can say is the dreams/hallucinations have been awesome. I had a dream last night that was sort of like deep blue sea. I was on this floating ocean research area, but it was like inflatable like those bouncy jumps, and there was a freaking 50 foot great white. Just needed sam jackson there screaming "ahh they ate me"

Magic Hopped up on the Quil

3 Deluxe Chili Cheese Fries

I opened the bags of food steph brought me and discover del taco fucked up and gave us 3 deluxe chili cheese fries. Well it wasnt really a fuck up since they charged us for them. But dear god thats alot of chili cheese fries. I'll be eating good for a bit.

Anyway, still sick off my ass. Went into work today, but left a couple hours early. I spent about 2 hours in the back watching Dario play Karaoke Revolution on the xbox...better than being on the floor. I went 3 and 1 today so nothing to be sad about. Remember people, when reserving a brand new system, reserve games. Those are the things that will be difficult to find. Have we learned nothing since the Dreamcast launched.

I cant believe that I was at Software Etc. back for the Dreamcast launch. 9*9*99. I feel old. Oh well. Still whenever a system launches and stores get 200 systems, do you honestly think they send that many of each game? NOOO!! They don't. So do yourself and you friendly neighborhood GameStore employee a favor and reserve a bunch of games. His boss will be happy.

If you havent checked out the new season of Real World, I suggest you at least see the first episode. Homeboy got his face broke! This season is setting up to be another vegas style fuck fest, so anythings game.

Anyway, check this out Zombie Infection Scenario Really neat java of zombie infection.

Seacrest OUT!@

Ever sleep for 3 days straight?

I'm freaking sick. Have been for 3 days now. This sucks. Headache, stuffy nose, soar throat, nausia (sp?). I've been awake maybe 3 hours in those 3 days. Had to call in today, Dario wasnt happy but really nothing I can do. Sorry Man. Least I'll be well enough to do inventory. HOPEFULLY. I took this medicine my mother in law gave me...yeah that was happy stuff, it had codine in it. Made me feel great, nice and loopy. I'm hungry, I havent really ate in those 3 days either except my loving wife brought me soup and potato skins. I feel bad, i dont like the feeling people are waiting on me hand and foot, cuz she's brought me gatorade, water and anything else i needed.

Anyway, law and order is on now so I'm gonna make this short, plus the latest round of nyquil will probably put me out. Especially without food. Anyone wanna bring me some In N Out?

Deacon MagicArc Jesus Man

Woot.

So its Fathers Day. I was born on fathers day 27 years ago, +1 day. Back in 78 tho it was fathers day. So, my dad only became a father because of me, and I only became existing because of my father...Ironic?

Anyway, I'm 27 now. 3 years till 30 She keeps reminding me. Is 30 that bad? Yes. Yes it is. It means i'm getting old. I don't like getting old, oh well.

I actually was totally shocked that people remembered or cared. In no order, Jeff, Tomas, Ryan, Wytt, Eddie and Roland all called/msgd me to wish me a happy birthday. She came over and brought me chinese food. We watched movies all night till we fell asleep. We watched both spider-mans, since she'd never seen either and also rented Be Cool. That will probably be watched tonight. My rents both called and left me voice mails due to the fact that my ass had to work! Sami brought me balloons, thanks kiddo.

Overall it was a good day. Time to call my dad and wish him a happy fathers day.

Magic

Alalalala Dont Phunk With My Heart

I opened today. I hate mornings, they suck the bawls. This whole idea that we need to wake up early is bogus. Stores shouldnt open till noon and should close till midnight. If we werent so afraid of the dark life would be much better. Looks like I'm about to pick up some dinner. Between Alamo and Burger Express. The girl will decide.

I'm exhausted, I dont sleep well. I tossed and turned most of the night, and the freaking demon cats kept me awake.

2 Days till I turn 27. I'm starting to feel old. Bone creeking, joints hurting. This is what my dad always told me to start fearing. That whole idea of you're not as young as you used to be finally is starting to sink in.

Well I'm going to go "install" GTA onto my xbox and then go pick up Alamo (I believe thats what she's choosin).

Oh in a last minute Gamestop decision, my DM Mark Barbey resigned today, so now we need to break in a new boss. Tonight I will drop a 40 oz for him...or at least 12 oz. He was a good guy, helped me out of a jam, now i just worry he's put me into another one.

MAgIC

Another friday night and I aint got no body....

I got some money cuz i just got paid....

Anyway. Met up with Ryan and the boys tonight after work. Grabbed some food and went to a movie. Saw Mr & Mrs Smith. I liked it. Action packed, not much slow down and Angelina looked great. Not that I was looked at Brad, but I'm sure he looked fine.

Lots of comedy elements, Vince Vaughn steals the movie, he's freakin great. If anything can be learned is that even if you're trying to kill each other with guns, you can still work things out in your relationship.

With that, its 3am and I have to work at Noon tomorrow.

mAgIc

Chlorinated

So I went swimming today. Water was a little cold but I got some sun. Hopefully I the bit of sun I got will put some darkness into my skin. DARKNESS! I went shopping today, went to Vons. I always enjoy shopping, until you get to the car and realize you forgot something. Bagels. I freaking forgot my bagels! I got cream cheese, no bagels tho. Least I can make toast.

Woot. Finished Jeffs xbox it all good to go. I got to put my laundry away from yesterday, all my stuff is probably wrinkled. Oh well. I cleaned out my fridge today, yikes. The stuff had fur...seriously, FUR! Oh well its clean now.

Time for some Law & Order: SVU

MaGiC

Wednesday? What the hell is the N for?

Bam. Mid-week is here. The hole in my deck still remains and my cats are starting to eat the plastic flowers I brought in from the outside. Now Star Trek is on and I'm going to do something I have not done in a long time. Go swimming, OUTSIDE, IN THE SUN!!! The sun will scar my pasty white skin with its brown love. Or red burn. I'm going to do some laps.

After that, Vons has my name written all over it. Since me and the cats are running out of food, and I'm really tired of taco bell. (Sheesh, never thought i'd say that.)

Well the daylight is burning.

maGic

My deck is on fire.

So I awoke this morning to the sound of pounding at my door. Who the hell is here at 11am waking my sorry ass us. Its our leasing agent, aparently they're here to fix the golfball size hole in our deck. I guess the tenant below is complaining of water leakage through it. Fair enough. So now its 12:30pm and I look outside. I do not have a deck anymore. Its gone, they've tore it up. Over a golf ball sized hole. It smells like burning wood and my cats are freaking out. Wampa wants out of the bedroom.

**UPDATED**

Here is a picture of the carnage

Anyway, so I was surfing today, because I dont feel comfortable going to work with people working on my deck and having my cats locked up all day, pacha pukes every chance he gets anyway and I dont want someone crapping in there. So I found this video of a english guy who made a video game that puts people out, then he takes them and puts the IN the video game. A zombie shootup game, similiar to Resident evil.

Link here

Amazing. If it was the U.S. a lawsuit would have followed, but part of me wonders if it wouldnt be really cool to do shit like that. I probably wouldnt have flipped out screaming "You're fucking dead" "I'll fucking kill you" I would have just laid waste. Honestly I would fear for the zombies as I might hurt them when i realized the "bullets" werent working. I probably would have cracked a few.

Whats so funny bout peace love and understanding...
magic

This Cocaine Makes Me Feels Like I'm On The Blog

So. Hi. I'm Shaun. I just lost everything, and I'm starting over. Its like some bad dream. I wake up every morning thinking its just a dream. Its not. I gain my senses and realize that everythings gone.

So last night we had it out, and I decided thats it, drink till it either stops hurting or I pass out. Bad choice. After polishing off the remnants of both bottles of vodka, I hit the whiskey. Everything was fine and dandy, till I got the spins. I spent the evening in the bathroom. It hurt. It hurt really bad. I thought I was going to die. But sadly I awoke this morning.

I turned in notice at rental office today. The time starts now. 30 Days. July 4th is move out day. Ironic its independence day. Woot. Let freedom ring.

Anyway, tonight will be spent with the boys, El Jeffe and Senor Tomas.

magic...OUT!

Life not found. Error.

Okay so its been quite some time since I posted on this bad boy. But I feel I need an outlet for my frustrations, anger, and sadness.

So, as every other day, I sit here alone looking at the clock. Waiting for it to be a certain time so that I can call Steph. Wondering if she's even thinking about me, or has she thought about me at all that day.

Today was a meeting at Gamestop with our DM's and RD. Didn't go to bad. Was only about 4 1/2 hours and we got free pizza. I'm tired of being mad at work, and tired of blaming others for our problems. We all control our own stores and our destinys. We need to suck it up and go for it.

Anyway, I'm trying to catch up with old friends that I might have passed along the way. If you're one of them, please email me. I could probably use the chat. Something to kill some time.

I don't play World of Warcraft anymore, I've come to realize that its just not a game I am able to play right now and not devote everything to it. Maybe someday I might be able to, but not now.

So for now I sit in my empty house, waiting for that which I love to return. Someday it will.

magic